I promisseee to be more active, my god. I really do enjoy reading your journals, but I think the sheer lack of activity I've been doing all summer has incinerated the "comment" function in my brain. But I do have a new layout:
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I want to write a story, or draw a manga. I was always a decent writer and a mediocre artist, but I am a shit-awful storyteller. It probably has something to do with the fact that I never had any emotional investment in my stories, much like I have little emotional investment in life xD
I'm a bit detached and I wonder if it'll be a problem, but to be perfectly honest I like it. I've never been over-stressed or extremely emotional, but I'm not good at making close friends. I will probably never get married and own fifteen cats instead.
Umm in other news, my relatives and I talked a lot about homosexuality this summer and my parents will probably not disown me and definitely not execute me if I brought home a girlfriend. Although my mom is still pushing the pregnancy vs. adoption thing, but I don't think there's anything that I'd like less than spewing a bawling baby into the world THROUGH MY VAGINA :( Sorry uterus, but I'd rather you didn't exist.
In other other news, I finished the Nightrunner series by Lynn Flewelling. The first three books were amazing, but I thought the fourth one read a lot like fanfiction--albeit very well written, extremely fulfilling fanfiction--with its comparably large amount of MANSEX and comparably small amount of political intrigue. I'm still on a gay epic fantasy high, but it's slowly being crushed by my obligation to read Grapes of Wrath and other various, shorter, seemingly less-painful schoolbooks.
Also, two weeks ago I BABYSAT for the second time ever, I don't even know why because I really, really dislike children. I'm going to do it again tomorrow :(( Luckily I'm earning good cash. I didn't even entertain the notion that the lady would want me to babysit again seeing as I wasn't exactly stellar last time...but meh. I think to prevent further job inquiries I'll have to accidentally injure one of her children or make them ridiculously obese or something.
I want to write a story, or draw a manga. I was always a decent writer and a mediocre artist, but I am a shit-awful storyteller. It probably has something to do with the fact that I never had any emotional investment in my stories, much like I have little emotional investment in life xD
I'm a bit detached and I wonder if it'll be a problem, but to be perfectly honest I like it. I've never been over-stressed or extremely emotional, but I'm not good at making close friends. I will probably never get married and own fifteen cats instead.
Umm in other news, my relatives and I talked a lot about homosexuality this summer and my parents will probably not disown me and definitely not execute me if I brought home a girlfriend. Although my mom is still pushing the pregnancy vs. adoption thing, but I don't think there's anything that I'd like less than spewing a bawling baby into the world THROUGH MY VAGINA :( Sorry uterus, but I'd rather you didn't exist.
In other other news, I finished the Nightrunner series by Lynn Flewelling. The first three books were amazing, but I thought the fourth one read a lot like fanfiction--albeit very well written, extremely fulfilling fanfiction--with its comparably large amount of MANSEX and comparably small amount of political intrigue. I'm still on a gay epic fantasy high, but it's slowly being crushed by my obligation to read Grapes of Wrath and other various, shorter, seemingly less-painful schoolbooks.
Also, two weeks ago I BABYSAT for the second time ever, I don't even know why because I really, really dislike children. I'm going to do it again tomorrow :(( Luckily I'm earning good cash. I didn't even entertain the notion that the lady would want me to babysit again seeing as I wasn't exactly stellar last time...but meh. I think to prevent further job inquiries I'll have to accidentally injure one of her children or make them ridiculously obese or something.
mood: apathetic
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